The sun sets in the middle of the day it seems lately. Apartment/roommate searching has got me down. Who is there in this world to relate to? At times it feels as though I am an island unto myself…an island which floats and hovers 1” above dry land…and yet I cannot find the gumption to step off…or rather no one wants to step on. Although the sky is nice right now, I cannot go out and play and that has me in the bums.

Why don’t people care about other people anymore---if anything at all, this is what has me back in melancholy all over again…either that, or it’s the whole cyclical thing coming back for it’s yearly doldroms.

looking hi and lo for a roommate...i'm placing all my faith in craigslist this time on the basis that only kewl people know about craigslist. so i'm cris-crossing my fingers that something good will come of it.

one fish, two fish, red fish, blue fish

"I want to see things, that's the only approach I can rely on...that's why I draw. Things reveal themselves to me only when I draw them." (Carlo Scarpa)

offloaded twice from metro...once for smokey car and another for non-stopping train makes not for happy wednesday morning...on the bright side--it's pay day...oh yeah.