The sun sets in the middle of the day it seems lately. Apartment/roommate searching has got me down. Who is there in this world to relate to? At times it feels as though I am an island unto myself…an island which floats and hovers 1” above dry land…and yet I cannot find the gumption to step off…or rather no one wants to step on. Although the sky is nice right now, I cannot go out and play and that has me in the bums.

Why don’t people care about other people anymore---if anything at all, this is what has me back in melancholy all over again…either that, or it’s the whole cyclical thing coming back for it’s yearly doldroms.