there was a time when i could come home and shut myself into my own little world...a place in which i knew only i could occupy and close my senses/being off from anyone, anyplace, anytime. right now, i cannot do this, and sharing that space for me is a little hard. i need some place to work right now, and i am not finding that space with ease. and i have no crystal tower in which i can lock myself up in either to run away to.