creating my own personal happiness for the day

there are just some days when no matter how much people try their best to make us crack a smile and make us happy, it just doesn't work. the happiness has to come from inside ourselves. it is not meant to offend you who try so hard...the trying is much appreciated, really it is. but like those wonderful pictures of the abandoned amusement park (see here, here, & here), no fun can be had unless there are people on board (conductor & passenger alike)...i guess today as much as i tried my best, my frustrations got the better of me. no matter how many passengers hopped on board, this conductor just wasn't going anywhere. so i decided to take matters into my own hands and make a little something that will put a smile on this face...