2.08.2004

so, here it goes, my rant about why i tend to emotionally shut down as the ultimate v-day approaches....i don't know why exactly this happens, i mean maybe somehow my body just goes chemically out of balance...my head really does get cloudy and it is hard to see thru the fogginess. i just do not comprehend why such a celebration of the things that mean the most to us are confined to one day of the 365 days. it is not in red roses or in candy. it is not in a fancy dinner or a momentary flicker of romance. it is more in the daily "let me sneak by you and give you a sweet kiss because you are looking so good right now's." it is in the "i saw this in the window of some store today and immediately i thought of you's." it is in the "good night sweety, i love you today's." it is in the "let me get that for you because...well, just because's."

it is those moments when someone takes a minute out of their own day just to do something nice for someone else....that's all.

and just for the heck of it, here's what some other peeps think of this whole ordeal: "Love Sucks Month" aka Valentine's Day is a Fraud
maybe we're all wrong and are just waiting to be swept up off our feet....