abundance and energy

despite not being able to sleep hardly at all last night, i was actually able to wake up to the first real and bonafide morning that i can remember from the entire past few weeks. one of those days to feel lucky to wake up and breath in the smells of the bakery, see the colour of the flowers, taste the bagel and coffee on my tongue before i even reach the coffeeshop. the walk was refreshing coming to school instead of going home, the sun beaming on my shoulders with me feeling refreshed and not exhausted of all energy. i made a few morning phone calls, something which i have not done in a long time for fear of my morning grouch coming out. well, oscar was no where to be found, he must still be sleeping in his garbage can while i take in much needed vitamin d nourishment from the sun doctor.

sigh...and wow...i can't believe that there really already are only twelve days left till i begin my adventures. excited, anxious, fearful, joyous all the same.

well, the day is just beginning and for the for the first time in a long time i feel ready to take on the world...