awake!

for some reason, lydia and i are here wide awake since 4:30 this morning...crazy...maybe it is anxiety---about going back to california, about going to places far away, about visitors coming soon, about not feeling ready for things to be over...whatever it is, my body feels revived for the first time in ages (something which i'm sure i'll be retracting from saying at around 3 o'clock this afternoon)...ok...well, since neither of us can sleep, we are getting up and taking on the list of errands i have to do early...i kept thinking that something bad in the world must have happened to have us both up...checked cnn and all the other various news sites for world disaster but we couldn't find anything really except that kylie minogue has recently cancelled her world tour due to cancer...in her honour, we've been playing "can't get you out of my head" over and over thus making it most likely a song that won't get out of my head all day...