5.25.2004

Archinect - v2.0 is awesome....i want to be on the "about archinect" page...i'm going to email them and find out how i can become intertwined into this cool web of thoughts/ideals.

5.24.2004

i'm about to do the unthinkable and completely bare my soul in this place. one thinks that this would be a completely uncensored place where i write and jot things down from my heart. and yes to an extent that is true. but in reality, knowing that my words here are for full viewing it is a difficult task to be completely honest with the screen...

anyhow, the thought for the day is: i contain this great love that is just wasting away. each day i notice the lines on my hands getting older and i wonder what the f*ck am i doing. love should not be contained, nor should it be taken for granted.

5.18.2004

updated my guestbook with Bon Bon on the Go Go! isn't she oh-so adorable? anyhow....check it out...leave me a message...make me feel loved!


5.13.2004

the reuniting of pooh & piglet

a happy happy night that i wish to never quite forget.
a piece of me has been restored truly.


i totally want these for my room!!
Magnetic Strip Bulletin Boards

5.12.2004

Architecture for Humanity : Design like you give a damn
things to see in ny this weekend...solos:futureshack at the cooper-hewitt for one

core77 design magazine and resource

red hot icff kick-off party for two.

"The Art of Primal Scream Therapy - A 10-step Method":

5.10.2004

for commentary:
"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sun-shine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resigned."


for entirety:
"Eloisa to Abelard" by Alexander Pope


i've been wanting to go to the Whitney Museum of American Art for some time now. i don't have anything planned for this weekend....i wonder if i should take a short weekend trip up again....i guess i've fallen in love with new york fromt his last visit...sigh.

it's amazing what a little fun-in-the-sun can do for my mood. i am so happy i decided not to go out friday nite...waking up saturday and pulling weeds in our 5x12 rectangular piece of garden was the perfect way to start the weekend. the air was fresh, i saw worms and caterpillars and all sorts of other creepy-crawlies. i guess sometimes being out in the working world makes you lose touch with the realities that make this world so wonderous. note: not wonderful but WONDEROUS...careful word selection is a necessity in this life. i wish i knew more words.

i was trying to remember this weekend what i did as a child...there were no big wheels, no slip-n-slides...what did i do to entertain myself. the eight years before my brother was born, i was my own companion. i remember having cheap toys, playing in the dirt, collecting fire flies, climbing orange trees...i didn't know how to ride a bike till i was 12, nor did i learn how to swim till i was 16. i think i remember turning on the rotating butterfly sprinklerhead in the backyard and frivously running around it trying not to get wet. i remember prete nding to be the queen of england, aluminum foil crown atop my head, a dozen silk and plastic yellow roses within my arms, and fuzzy primary color red queen-sized blanket wrapped around my shoulders and neck. my grandpa would announce my entrance with song and cheers...it is a happy memory.

i could not remember having many playmates...perhaps why i so enjoyed strolling thru the wwii memorial this weekend with a couple in my pocket.

i watched "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind". another favourite movie now to add to my list...over pizza and tea we talked about memory and the amazing capabilities the brain has to even remember name with face....and would it really be a good thing to have such an ability to erase memories...hmm...i want that movie in my collection...i still need my beloved "Frida" not to mention upgrade my vhs to dvd of favourite movies of all time. i have "Amelie" already but need: "Benny & Joon", "Great Expectations", "Gattaca", "Memento", "City of Lost Childre", "Magnolia", "The Pillow Book", "Finding Nemo", "The Nightmare Before Christmas"

hmmm...sorry about the list, i think it is more a mental note to myself, analyzing the kinds of movies i like and what that says about me.

5.04.2004



with open sky, patriotism, and an open road


how come i always look up?








it's like where's waldo but with jenn instead:


the subway train cemetary


the auto graveyard


the walker's place of rememberance


when in new york, talk like a new yorker


um...where's the bridge?


oh my fuddrucker...just how many freakin' tolls are there?

and that about sums it up....except for the fact that i'm completely exhausted: