am i the only one who has those moments in life where you just feel like such a f*cking idiot? well, today has been one of those days...more specifically this afternoon. i've felt sick to my stomach ever since and i just want to cry. it seems to happen regularly on a 3 year basis...well i guess my 3 year time limit is up today....and on a monday of all days...it came early this time, i was expecting it to happen next month...dear god. i just want to cry but of all days i'm stuck here working late at work. (tears welling up in her eyes as she types...)