extremely tired

i don't know why, but all of a sudden about 4 hours ago, my body and eyes became overwhelmed with extreme fatigue. i came home early because the air at studio was stifling...there was hardly anyone there tonight...being home seemed so much more appealing...perhaps one factor in my down-ness had something to do with the fact that i was rejected by starbucks today, can you imagine? they didn't have my caffeine of choice and i refused to get anything else...guess i'm feeling stubborn and slightly cranky today. residual punishment still from last night's breaking my self imposed no-drinking-for-two-weeks rule. if only i had listened to my inner-conscience (shakes her head with disappointment in herself)...sigh...