5.05.2005

ok...so the review went well...another long day regardless. anyhow, just got home and i think i may have made a couple phone calls between blocks, possibly disrupting some much needed work time. for that, i'm sorry, that and whatever mumbo jumbo rambling may have proceeded from my mouth.

hmmm...on other notes, i'm tired of people living on/thru their insecurities. why can't anyone understand that friends are friends because it may actually be possible just to care about the well being of another living, breathing, human being? it makes it difficult to trust anyone at all, if the only time they tell you that they love you, miss you, care about you is when they are running on sleep deprivation, you've had probably one too many drinks, and it is the official last night of the school band playing. why can't people just understand the word [compassion] and [friendship] ? what is so plainly difficult to understand that friends do not merely use one another when they need something, or a shoulder to cry on?

compassion...another one of my favourite words of the english language...there are not many who actually understand this word in its complete fullness...that may seem redundant...anyhow, whatever, i don't care right now...complete fullness...

there are days when it would be enough just to fall asleep next to someone in silence...with arms wrapped around you, and to be able to drift into complete nothingness with a content smile upon your face and in your heart...